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I went to church because today is Sunday

But whenever I tried to go to church I got some problem with church peoples

Because they wants me to stay there

But I don’t want to stay there

I have a lot of thing that I have to do

And I want to do

Actually I’m not that kind of boy who got the stress in everywhere

But it’s only thing that I got stress

At first time it was not stress.

They never admit another thing.

But I have to keep going church things

Because it was kind of promise with my mom

Actually it’s not kind of promise

I just go to church for my mom and grandmother

They don’t want me to stay home on Sunday

They want me to go to church and hang out with church peoples

But I don’t want

So what can I do?

Even it’s not kind of thing that I want to do

Do I have to do?

Of course I’m doing like that

But I can’t sure until when

If I don’t get any stress of there

It won’t be a problem don’t you think?

I’ve got baptism since when I was born

But it was not my will

Only from my mother and grandmother

Maybe you can have some question of my thinking

Maybe it will be “why don’t you get the church things”

But I’m not sure

Someday if I can get it naturally

I will get it.

But it’s not natural thing

There are a lot of asking.

That’s why!

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