1년간의 약속 5th Sso Young/Diary

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JasonY 2011. 7. 10. 18:24

He usually thought about other things even when he was in meeting or talking with his friends.

He couldn’t feel taste of food when he ate something because of he’s mind was unstable.

He did his job well, but he knew he more can do it. He already knew he’s not doing his best but he didn’t feel his job is important.

Few days later, young adult realized that he’s unhappy.

 He thought he just has been working hard and it was his job. He didn’t late at work. And he’s doing great at his work. So he wanted promotion. If he got promotion, he think he’s going to be happy.

 Some day, he got the truth that some guy got the promotion instead of him.

He really mad at that fact. He couldn’t understand why he can’t get the promotion.

But he was just trying to be cool, because he can’t show his madness to the other people.

So he always upset inside of him, he has been just waste of his time to decline his madness.

Of course his efficiency was also going down.

 

He always said to other people like he didn’t care about promotion or something but he always care about

Promotion deep inside.

‘Do I have conditions in order too success?’

And also he’s pribit life was not that good. He couldn’t get over breaking up with his x girl friend. He was worrying about he can have great family and find a true love.

 

And now he was so tired to live one day and one day. He think every thing is breaking up, and he couldn’t even finish his job. He felt like he couldn’t make it anything that he used to say to the other people to be successful person.

 His fatigue and despair was growing after his work. He couldn’t stisfy with his current life. He couldn’t even decided what he had to do.

At that time. The story that the present that is most precious in the world was coming to him.

He felt like he’s not happy like as he wanted, and he couldn’t success.

And he regret about he didn’t listen to the story that the present thing.

And now it was too many years ago after making conversation with the older.

And he was embarrased about he has been living wrongly. And he ashame about asking to the older.

But he had to visit to the older because he couldn’t satisfy with his own life and job.

Older rejoice to see young adult. Because he can read the tough scar of him from his face.

Older said to him like you can tell me what you’ve been experienced

So he said about how he’s been trying to find the present, but he couldn’t and why he gave up his dream.

But amazingly he realized this situation is not that bad than his thinking during the talking time with older.

Both of them just enjoyed talking time and laughing and spending great time.

He realized this time is so great with the older.

He think he is more powerful and happy if he’s with the older.

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