1년간의 약속 5th Sso Young/Diary

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JasonY 2011. 10. 5. 02:25

Today I didn’t go to sookmyung University. Actually I wanted to go there because my house is too hot. I think the university is one of coolest place that I can train. But I couldn’t go to university. Actually Vivian told me that she’s not going to come to her school today. So what can I do? Actually Yejee is the one who can come to university but I thought that she’s not going to come today because she didn’t call me today. But she was there. So she asked to me that why didn’t I call her first? I’m not sure why I didn’t make a call. But it’s already over. So I decided to train in my home. Well the thing is in my house, the temperature is too high. Even though I turned on the fan, it didn’t work. I just stand. But even though it was too hot to stand, I focused on my assignment. And also train. I did it. It’s already Sunday. So I went to the church. I went there in the morning because I wanted to start my assignment things earlier. And after the church things, I have to think about my college things. I’m going to turn back to my college. You know? That is soon. This Saturday I’m going to turn back to my college. I’m expecting and also I’m worrying. But I know I’m going to make it. And there are a lot of people who is encouraging. I’m so happy to be with them. Last week actually they made me a meeting. There are 2 members who are going to start their semester again. I really hope they can concentrate even their semester’s going to start. And also I’m going to do it. But I’m not sure actually what kind of way is going to be my way. So I think I have to arrange my way to train. But there’s a problem. I don’t have time table. Maybe I’m going to have my class from Mon to Thur. But it could be the Fri. and also It could be repeat every 2 weeks. And maybe the way to come to Seoul is going to be bus. And I’m going to have to spend at least 5 hours in the car. And I’m not the kind of person who can stand well to ride. This is serious problem. If I can read or watch something during coming home, It is going to be really useful. But maybe it is not going to be. So what can I do? I think maybe I have to use Mp3 files as much as I can. That the only way to use my moving time. I have to care about my moving time. that is the most important part. And maybe I have to move my skype time to night. But what can I do? I’m just trying to forget about this kind of things because I know I can’t do anything now. I don’t have any information of what I am going to do. So I’m just waiting with relaxed mind. And Vivian said to me she’s going to absent for 3 days from Tues to Fri. So I can only see her on Friday night and Saturday. Everything is going to be okay. Yejee is going to second leader. I hope she can lead well. I want to help her to lead. So I hope she ask me to help her.