1년간의 약속 5th Sso Young/Diary

염진호_20111031_800단어

JasonY 2011. 11. 7. 19:06
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Hey today I like reading a book. But it’s not kind of habit or something I just read a book when I want to read and it’s unstable. Today I’m going to write this diary with 800 words. I have 100 more words to go to get 1000 words. Actually 1000 words is one of my goals. I decided to write just 1000 words till I graduate this special training. There are two group study members who applied to be special training team 8th member. And I think they get their position. I checked their name in the notice. I’m so glad so I sent a message to them and maybe they’re going to train really hard. I’m sure that they’re going to go through very well. Anyway I have very heavy shoulder right now and I’m not sure what it is. It’s not pain but makes me tired. Oh today I got phone call from one of the staff of cyber college. I think he wants to help me because if I apply their classes, it will be great. I’m really not sure that it’s going to be great or not but anyway I talked with him and I discussed about my plan so much. But the thing is that I have to talk about the starting day with coach moon. I need to set my day to begin my semester because I have to finish this course as fast as I can and I have to study English too. It’s hard I know but I have to it’s obvious that I have to study English because English is everything about transfer examination. In my head, there are a lot of thinking about the transfer and plan that I’m going to do it soon. It’s another start. I almost finish my special training and this situation remind me of the time when I almost finished my military service. At that time I was going to try new one. That was English. And it’s already 1 year and 2 months ago. Time’s like an arrow. It’s so fast. And I’m satisfied with my position because now I know how to train English. All I have to do is do it. Actually that’s the hardest part. It seems simple but I’m sure that it’s not that easy. But the thing is I know what I have to do in order to get the action. I need team. I’m in the team right now and this is how I’ve gotten my position. This is how I haven’t given up. So If I want to keep doing something, I have to find someone who’s going to do together with me because they will get me to the right place. Now I’m so burned out. I think I’m going to faint. I have a little headache and as I mentioned my shoulder is very heavy. I’m not sure what I’m writing now. Anyway I talked about my future with my professor. I like him actually our age gap is not that big. And he has wide sight. And I talk about the class and system of college. I’m major in magic. This is not that common. I know because our college is the first college that made major in magic in the world. They made major in magic in 2004. It’s great but there are also risks because its system is not perfect. I’m one of the people who want to focus on the close up magic but they couldn’t let me do that because if I do that, I can’t make much money. I know maybe they’re right. If I can’t make money, I can’t do anything about it. So our college lessons are focused on how to make money by using a magic. And biggest part of it is that teaching and magic tools marketing. Performance is not that big part in magic market. I know what they mean and I know what I have to do if I want to be survived as a magician in Korea. But actually that’s not what I want to. The reason why I decided to join this college is that I want to make my show. I’m going to make perfect show that anyone can admit it. I want many people to be touched by my show. So I decided to get a show in Las Vegas. Anyway what I want to say is that I have to train magic. But I can’t do that in my college even though I’m major in magic. Isn’t it weird? It’s time to move on. Of course I’m going to talk about this thing with some people around me. And I really hope that I can make sure about that again. And I’m going to finish this thing.

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