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I’m burned out now. I think I’m going to pass out after to finish all of my works. But it’s my job and kind of promise. So I have to keep my promise because I don’t want to break it. Some of our members have had study time. It’s about sentence structure class. I’m really not sure how long we can do that. Today Coach Moon stopped by our training place to explain what is going on with his situation. He is our coach and I think he might think that it would be better that he had to let us know. It was a little serious mood and we could see his face. I thought there was a big pressure. It’s hard for him to go through but I’m sure that it’s worth a try. He needs to do that because that is his dream. And I also agree with the line with his family. He has to take care about not only his dream but also his family. I can’t even tell you about how I feel about this situation. So I really appreciate that he came to us and let us heard about it. I think it was also not easy for him to do it. But as long as he keeps what he thinks, we’re going to stay for his member. I’m not sure how can I call it in English. Usually this time I have to be with Victoria at the Victoria’s house. But not today, as I wrote down on yesterday diary, she’s in trouble with his stomach. Actually it’s more like stress thing. Anyway I’m telling you, she’s kind of good girl and she’s going to make it because she’s one of the people who have been doing her best. It was not that easy for her to do her best with other people’s eyes. The only matter was that she has just wanted to be the one who always do her best. Yeah, of course it’s not easy thing for everyone to make this situation, but I know what she has felt about this. So you’ve got to believe me. And I’m curious what she is doing because writing diary has always been our thing every Saturday night. Most of the time we thought were going to faint but we were trying to do our best at the moment. It’s kind of cool, isn’t it? Anyway I have 2 months more and I’m going to keep promise as much as I can. It’s kind of my wish for this one year. Vivian is the one who talked about this. I have kind of paper that all of our members wrote about my good side. And she wrote about motto. Actually we have same motto. It’s “Do my best!” and she has been surprised about so many things since our first place because we had a lot of same things. And actually I was kind of one who joined a little bit later than the other. So I started this special training from 15 January 2011. And we had a presentation class at the day. And she’s the one who stood in front of me. And she told about my positive side and she said sorry about that because she feels so comfortable about leaning on me or asking me something. And the end of the line she said “Let’s graduate without warning point!” It is kind of promise, right? So I’ve kept this. And she also has kept this. It makes me think a lot of thing whenever I saw this paper because there are some lines from the one who is not anymore our member. I’m wondering if he is okay. There’s no way to know about him because there’s no way to talk to him. But I believe that someday, we’re going to see again and talk about without any uncomfortable feeling. I owe him many things. Anyway, I’m so thankful right now because of memories from the special training team. As Coach Moon said that, I have to do what I have to do. That’s all I can do. Maybe it’s 77 days to go to graduation. And now I’m worrying about Ariel and Liz. They also started their semester just like me and it’s a lot harder than I thought. Maybe they are thinking about exact same thing with me. It is middle term exam season and maybe they’re doing their job at their seat. I just hope that they’re going to make it. And also I really hope that our members are going to get their own condition. It has to be better and I’m just going to do as good as I can. I think today is going to be the turning point. That’s what I really want to do it.

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