1년간의 약속 5th Sso Young/Diary

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JasonY 2012. 1. 7. 13:49

I’ve been thinking about what I have to write on my diary since I started this special training. And I have just 1 month to go. Can you believe it? After one month, I’m going to graduate this special training. And actually the last day of special training, we’re going to have some ceremony and speech. It’s kind of presentation and I think it’s decent time to start my speech and graduation project. So I think I’m going to use this diary as my practicing place. Every morning Coach Moon let’s hear songs. Now I’m hearing the song from Mamma Mia. Maybe the name is “Lay all your love on me” I like this time because it’s relaxing. A few minutes after, we’re going to start training with coach moon. Anyway I’ve decided that I’m going to use my diary as my practicing, So I think I have to set a goal or purpose of my presentation. I think the big title is going to be maybe “The Change from special training” Okay, let me think what I’ve changed from Special Training. I think I have many good things. I think first of all, I’m going to tell them about what I’ve earned from special training and second of all, what the people who has to be in special training care about. Now my training started so see you soon! Now I’m in the hollys with Isaac. He bought iphone 4s. It’s cool. I think he’s the first person who got the Iphone 4s around me. I tried to use SIRI. It’s amazing system. But the thing is it couldn’t understand Korean. So we had to use English. We’ve been training English for around a year. It’s interesting. Okay let’s turn back to our topic. I’m going to think about what I’ve earned from special training. I can learn how to make myself diligent. Actually I used to be the person who isn’t hard worker. I used to get up at 12 pm and as soon as I got out of my bed, I turned on my computer and had lunch with watching video or playing some game. In the evening, I went out for drinking with my friends. I didn’t care about my future at all. I just enjoyed my days. But that time I didn’t even realize what I was doing. I’m the one who really like playing game in the game center. I think I used to be good at playing Tekken tag and Ez2dj and Pump it up because I live my days in the game center. I think it used to be all my student life long. It was my only interest thing. And one of the reasons that I was into it is that I was quiet good at it. Seriously I had beaten up almost every guy who lived in my town. I can still recall the days. So I had really enjoyed my days. But the thing is that I didn’t think about my future and also I didn’t think about my present also. I just lived alive without thinking of what I have to do. I just accepted every situation that had happened and responded without any preparing. Let me tell you about effectiveness. I think you guys already know why I’m telling you the effectiveness. If I thought about my future in the past, I might not be here because the biggest reason that I’m here today is I wasn’t good at English and I wanted to improve my English skills. I changed myself when I finished my military service, and it was august last year. I felt like I can do everything. And I actually did it. But if I didn’t join this special training, I couldn’t keep my promise with myself for over a year. And it is the one of my decisions that I decided when I joined this team that I’m not going to absent for a year. And still I’ve being keeping the promise. I’m telling you, I wasn’t kind of the guy. Everyone (expect special training team) around me surprised when they looked at me changed by the frame. Of course I’m the one who decided to let myself to be in the frame. Now I can say that it was incredibly nice decision. And now I’m going to tell you about the people. I’ve been training with my special training team members since the January of this year. It’s been almost a year and they are the biggest thing that I’ve earned from this special training. Unless I decided to be the one of the special training team members, I couldn’t even meet these people. I don’t know how to describe my feeling about them but there’s the sentence that I can say, hold the people around you, it will be great. It could be more than English maybe. Now I have many things to say to you but I’ll tell you tomorrow.

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