1년간의 약속 5th Sso Young/Diary

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JasonY 2012. 1. 7. 13:57

Now I’m heading to my house. Actually today I’m supposed to be with my members, enjoying our finishing sentence structure class. Not everyone will be there but there will be someone. But the reason why I can’t be there now is that my friend’s father passed away. Today I’m going to go there and make him feel better. I don’t know what to do exactly and actually this is one of my things that I have to do, I mean this diary thing. So that’s why I’m writing diary even though I’m in the subway. I’m so relived because there are a few of seats in subway. It’s not that many but I just need only one seat. I need to finish this as fast as I can and I have to check that there is my father’s car in the church parking lot. Tomorrow morning I have to go to church and unless I take car to get there, it will be tough for me to go to the church tomorrow. And that’s the promise with my mother so I think I have to keep it. I don’t know which one is better. I’m going to give it my best shot. I’m so sorry about this thing. He was kind of good boy when I was in military service. Actually the friend was the one who spend time together in army. I started the military service 4 months earlier. And except the level or something, I can say that he is really good guy. That makes feel worse. If he is in trouble with going through this kind of situation I really hope that he can get over it. As I mentioned sentence structure class was finished today. It’s been 9 months. I still can’t believe that we finished it. Actually I was planning to go to “Yong-san station” but I couldn’t because the subway wasn’t there and I need to take the “seong-buk train” And now it’s heading to my home. I needed to decide to get my home because I’m wearing kind of childish suit. I need to change my suit because it’s kind of manner that I have to keep. But the thing is that today very many military people will be there. I don’t know how many guys are there but I’m really sure that there are many people who know me. I’m not sure that will be fun because they used to be the one who was higher level than mine. Of course everything is finished so all I need to do is go and take care of the friend. Anyway now I’m writing this diary because I have to but today the helper of 5th special training team told us that we should think about the thing that we have to do and why we’re doing that we have to do. I think that’s really important thing. But I’m also think that is kind of thing that is hard to get. It’s almost time to get the station that I have to get out of. I think it is 3 stations to go. Today 7th members had presentation. And they were doing quiet great. There are many people who danced and sang. It reminds me of the time that I was in the presentation. It used to be really hard time for me to get over the situation because I didn’t know what to do. I’m not that good at that kind of situation. So I need to prepare myself. And the presentation also reminds me of the moment that I acted for the first time since I started special training team. I still can remember vividly because I did some things that you’re never going to imagine. Coach moon has to video clip but I don’t know why he’s keeping. He doesn’t share the clip that he took but I think he should open his clips. I think it will be tough work but it will be precious. It’s almost time to get out of because after 1 station, I’m going to get the station. And I think it’s pretty great record that I finish my diary as fast as I can. I started writing this diary after getting the subway and I’m almost through. I just have 100 words to go. I don’t know the car is in the church. If there’s no car in the church I need to find some way to come back to the home. I really hope that there is car. And I also have to ask of my father this asking. I think he’s going to allow but I don’t know that my mother is going to permit for me to go with father’s car because she is always worried about the situation when I get accident or something. Now I have to get out of this subway to translate to the other subway. But I don’t know, it’s kind of good that I finished this. I’m not sure what I’m talking about this right now

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