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Outside is almost freezing temperature. Even though now it is 9:17 am, I’m in the library. I decided to come here early and I think it is good idea. But actually what I planned was having a Skype, waking to the library. But the thing is Eula didn’t appear. It seems Eula is in trouble with something. I tried to ask of Hazel but she didn’t know anything also. Maybe tomorrow we’re going to talk about it for a while. Now I’m a little bit sleepy but I’m not going to fall asleep yet. I want to write this diary within 1 hour. I have a lot of things to do. Today I have to check some sentences from sentence structure class because we have group study tomorrow. Yesterday Vivian asked me to lunch together. So I couldn’t get here early and the situation made me not to be able to go to the library. I feel cold even though this is in the room. I think some air is coming from somewhere. I don’t like it. There’s a heater but I’m not sure how to get out of this condition. Today I’m planning to make some plan so I brought by diary today. And I have to write many words to my word card. I’m arranging many things. I have a lot of things to do it today. I want to arrange my blog also but I’m not sure when it’s going to be the decent time. And I’m also not sure that I can finish all kind of things that I have to do in a day. I have discussion report. I didn’t prepare but I think I have to because it’s not that easy. I think it’s better than before, I mean temperature. I felt cold and I felt like I can’t do anything so I decided to fall asleep for a while but all of sudden Alicia came up to me and woke me up. She finished her group study maybe. Maybe we’re going to eat together but I’m really not sure what kind of thing is going to be the food that we’re going to eat. A few days ago, one of my group study members gave me a big recognition. It’s about speaking in English. The way we train English is not that easy for us to do it. I got here a few hours ago but I haven’t finished my diary yet I think that is because I felt asleep but it’s okay because I’m feeling good right now and I feel like I can do anything right now. After writing this diary, I’m going to arrange the things that I have to do today. Especially the files oh and we’re going to have graduation speech at the end of this month. I can’t believe that we’re going to graduate. I can still recall my first time to meet my members. I just knew Isaac and LJ and Sora and Sophia. They are the one who had same group study with me. And it was like kind of present. I totally gave up to be the member of special training and decided to train alone. But Coach Moon gave me a phone call that I can be the member of special training team and I became. So actually I didn’t start special training at the same day with other members. But I started the presentation class at the same day. It’s vivid. My partner was Vivian and she repeatedly said that she’s not kind of person who’s shy. But I can see she was shy from what she did. I just got the library from my lunch time with Alicia. I think she feels like she was stuck in a rut. She wants to speak in English very well but it hard for her to get rid of the feeling that “Is she going to be good enough?” But I know that won’t help anything. All she has to do is arrange what she has to do and do it. I don’t know I’m kind of person who thinks like that. I don’t know what happened exactly but I think I can give her a good answer. So I tried to give her but I’m not sure she took it. And Alicia said we’re going to have some time to stick together to celebrate the end of this month. Maybe we’re going to drink some alcohol. But I’m not sure that there are going to be many members because Alicia is the only one who knows that. Anyway as I said before I have a lot of things to do today so I’m going to arrange everything as fast as I can. It’s almost 2:00 pm and I bought some bread for dinner because we’re going to drink some alcohol. And it will make me not be able to do some other things that I have to do today. I have to do it before I started the meeting. Anyway I don’t know what happened to me but it’s hard for me to focus on something now.

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