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Usually I go to church on Sunday

Today I’m going to tell about my think of religion

Actually I was born in Christianity.

My mother is totally into Christianity.

That’s why I had to go to church when I was young.

But there was no will

It was just my mother and maternal grandmother’s will

Anyway I’ve been through a lot of problem with my mother about religion.

Actually I’m not sure anything about GOD

Almost of Church people just saying like

“You have to believe!! If you believe it, you will know!!”

That’s no answer what I want.

These days I seriously consider about church thing.

Because I have got something that I want to do it on Sunday

But it was promise between me and my mother

So I will keep this problem.

But probably someday I have to break this promise.

I don’t want to spend my time in there even though that’s good place.

Because I know what was going on in my head.

Please…. Leave me alone…?!

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