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I think my father is in trouble with his back. I think that is myalgia. It’s serious because he went to the oriental medical clinic and doctor told him about his body age. And it was 70 old. So he asked why and again doctor told him that is because of stress. I think he looked sad today. And he was scared about that result. These days my father works with my uncle. Actually uncle is boss of my father. But my father is in high position in relationship. Even though the pay is not that good, my father works for my uncle. But I think it must be the stress. Stress is kind of thing that causes stress. It’s not good. When he was in 철원, he used to play bowling but not anymore. He doesn’t have any friend is here and it’s complicated. And my mother and father have different point of view of religion. As I said before, this is really important thing. I’m not sure what’s going to happen in next but they have different opinion. And the thing is they don’t accept about the other. I’m not sure. Sometimes my mother or my grandmother said that I have to meet the girl who sincerely believes in God especially Presbyterian of Christian. But depend on my situation, if my thought is not going to change, I don’t want to meet the girl who believes in the God. It looks unhappy. I’m telling you. When I see my parent, I don’t think they’re happy. Today father told me about the history of their divorce. I think he drank a quite amount of alcohol. Anyway now he thinks I’m grown up. At least he thinks I’m ready to hear that kind of words. I do understand in his side and also in mother’s side. But I’m really sorry about the fact that it’s not going to be summed. I think the different point of view of religion is the most difficult thing in the world. There’s no answer to solve that problem. I’ve been thinking about that for how many years but still I couldn’t find it. But when I was in dinner table with my father, all he was saying was just regret. I don’t know why but anyway he was. I think it’s too negative. So I want to fix the thinking from negative to positive but it’s not that easy for me to make that situation. If I teach my father, my father’s going to be hurt in his pride. This could be serious problem. Not only it can be hurt, but also he’s not going to hear anything. I’m careful about that but I think he needs. He has to learn something from the past. I can see it but he can’t see it. I’m not sure he can see but at least I’m sure he’s not trying. I’m his son. What can I do? I don’t know what I have to do for my father. Today he told me I have to learn a lot of money because of partner who’s going to spend the rest time of my life together. My mother has this house and she can make money from this house for rent and she has a job. Even the job pay is not that big. She earns the money more than my father. I think he really cares about the situation. So he got a license of taxi almost a year ago. Now he got a taxi driver license but he’s not working for company of taxi. He is good in Chinese. I think he has to develop the ability of Chinese speaking skills as much as he can. Language is the power. It’s one of the reasons that I am learning English. He has his life and she has her life. I want both of them to be happy. I’m sure that I’m going to be happy but I’m not sure about my parent. My father needs something to get over it.

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